Dim the lights so the shadows can cast above me in a violent haze, the nights of sorrow gone by in such a massive heart ache, and longing go non chalantly. Every conversation, every encounter and embrace lacks a certain essence. This dream filled reality I posess has unfourtunatley become quite comfortable without you. the longing days go by in agony. The snowtipped roof tops above the trees reflection on my window slightly trickle tiny masses of snow. and as they fall so slowly creating a whisp of powdered dust I envision you amongst it like a fairy tale, with ever so much more a smile upon your face as the flakes hit your rosey cheeks. And as you smile you attention draws to my window, where you look to find me gazing, and as you turn your back and walk away I melt like the snow you onced danced in.

Goodbye : The Saddest word I ever heard.Hopefully not the last.

With every "L" I write my pen becomes shakey.

Off in the corner, I see the dim light of my phone, where your number lays in redial, it calls to me. Your voice through the static line makes me weep. you speak as if you've just awoken. I vision I've seen before and now one I miss.